Hiatus

[Intro]
I need a break from everything before I break my vertebraes
I love this shit, I can't just walk away from it
La la, la la la la, la la

[Verse 1]
The rap was a nice excuse to go public
With a lot of shit I got bottled, but man, hone-stly
I feel like my whole promise was thrown out the windows
As soon that fucking intro I wrote got chosen to blow on it
And fuck, it has worked for me, but these verses are no-goes
And I became so worried of 'em when I mention a person
And hope they don't hear it, or maybe do
'Cause more than my image I'm only holding my dick
Before I get shown the door up there
But I'm never biting my tongue, I couldn't lie if I wanted
So if I tell you me and (*****) have each other's privates on contact
I can't imagine the amount of trouble and hoes I'm in
You do what I do like I told Simon, but more importantly
I'd like 'em to know I just don't write a song that I don't like
Just to get woahs by some clowns who don't like me
And whether you think ever I'll let up, go on hiatus
The answer is in my middle finger which is now raising

[Hook]
I need a break from everything before I break my vertebraes
I'm never gonna hear the end of every little thing I said
I think the more I try to compromise, the fucking less I get
It's time I packed my things and left before this thing leaves me a mess
But I cannot lie, I love this shit
I can't just walk away from it
I gave it all you all, no take backs, bitch
This is the only thing I know that I may just need

[Verse 2]
So if you still want it, you'll still get it
I'm sicker than doing open mics in one degree weather
I'm wondering if rap was more than what I thought it could lead me to
And I should stop before I get the short end of the stick's cracked up
Everything I felt is in my pad, still better than venting to whoever I can
'Til that shit bring ene-mies or gets weapo-nized against me
Or half the shit I stress about just passes past me
And it's common I'm in drama and get comments
But recently I feel like there's no reason to reason with me reasonably
How can you get caught up when you're the one speaking on me?
'Cause I've been writing schemes on everybody that's scheming on me
And to be more fair to you, I've been saying I don't care you do
But don't push it, 'cause when push comes to shove
I'm not afraid to undo any mental growth that I've done
And show you pussies how much stuff I can get to know about y'all

[Hook]
I need a break from everything before I break my vertebraes
I'm never gonna hear the end of every little thing I said
I think the more I try to compromise, the fucking less I get
It's time I packed my things and left before this thing leaves me a mess
But I cannot lie, I love this shit
I can't just walk away from it
I gave it all you all, no take backs, bitch
This is the only thing I know that I may just need

[Verse 3]
Show me what you got, just blow it out the water
I hope to god it's worth it when I word it in a chorus
I bet you hope I put your fucking name in a song
So you can call me unstable and justify blame into faults
I'm getting tired of these lyrics
Having to fight everytime there's a rhyme on my sibilings
Everytime I try to shift my personal life into a verse I get survivor's guilt
While every single of these guys tries to pry in my business
Who I fuck with and who I fucked already, you dumb?
You think all this stuff is what'll bust my friendships?
Or how about how I struggle with stuff, I bet it's
A real distraction from the fact your couple's ending
I'm just dying to retire at this point, I quit
I done did enough shit in one lifetime to keep
Putting myself in such sit-uations, my god, why don't I just dip?
And shit, it's been real nice, I won't say sike - I did

[Hook]
I need a break from everything before I break my vertebraes
I'm never gonna hear the end of every little thing I said
I think the more I try to compromise, the fucking less I get
It's time I packed my things and left before this thing leaves me a mess
But I cannot lie, I love this shit
I can't just walk away from it
I gave it all you all, no take backs, bitch
This is the only thing I know that I may just need