​personality_​dystrophy

[Verse]
What can I do
To prevent the further loss
Of every good thing around?
How do all I've come across
Find a way to wither out?
I always used to think I had
The higher ground
My soul is weighing down my breath
And my own sound
I give my love unto you
Praying that you could love me back
And for every bit of it that comes through
I leave nothing for my own on the stack
I know it's too much hatred
For not wanting to leave my veins shred
Can't make up what's worth of chasing
And only dark thoughts wait for me to face them, but
I can see, it's not me
But is there anything left of myself?
It can't be, unlock me
Show me that I'm not too far expelled
I carry mystery
Of reasons why I was brought to this hell
So many flaws bury
Will I ever see the end of this trail?
I cannot tell
How many times do I gotta fail?
Please, not again
Will I ever find out who I am?
Are you somewhere there?
Or is it really all what I am?