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[Verse 1]
Raised up with the dread inside of my head
Learnt to live with it (learnt to live with it)
Know it's hard to get up out of my bed
With not much more within (not much more within)
Guess it's a part of the process, counting all of my losses
Till I run out of numbers (run out of numbers)
Regret of gaining such prowess, trying to find some more outlets
Even if I were to become the numbest

[Chorus]
I love the way I hate the scenes
This life put me right through
Don't call for help, I don't need it
Whatsoever, I will never be like you

[Verse 2]
I hear the rainfall from behind my window
Like these years ago when my life was simple
Why do I miss the times when the most I suffered?
Seems like I never recovered
I don't wanna feel the cold like when my heart was burning
I don't wanna be alone like when friends saw me turning
Don't want them reminders of the past from how I react
But I can't wait for them to come back

[Chorus]
I love the way I hate the scenes
This life put me right through
Don't call for help, I don't need it
Whatsoever, I will never be like you

[Outro]
I love the way I hate the scenes
This life put me right through
Don't call for help, I don't need it
Whatsoever, I will never ever be like you
This life put me right through
I will never ever be like you