Pathetic fingers

Just so you know, its my pathetic fingers
Doing the job, destroying my life
In the DM, they go on and on and on
Expecting some sort of response
Like mental vices, they go on and on and on

Its not all my fault
I just need to be fixed
I just have to wait
Ill be in better shape

And i think, is this how im supposed to talk
(messages drag on for miles, endlessly yet so futile)
Homestaying for 2 years made me into this mess
(you should go touch grass, but youre so naive)
Letters on the screen don't tell me how they feel
(and it's not their fault, it's only my flaw)
And i'll just have to figure myself out

Its not all my fault
I just need to be fixed
I just have to endure
My own pathetic fingers

I am just a powerless animal
Doing anything it can to feel safe
But my frail body still shivers in fear
At the touch of the cold hands of fate