Autumn comfort song

You're my life, one you had left behind
Won't you say that you've grown since then
Would you look back, see how far you've come
All i can hope is that you won't still be me

Put me to sleep with the hope that
You feel like something, something to be loved
No longer bound to the whims of my quirks
And the years ive spent being broken will be long behind you

Comfort me, till im numb to my own self
Till i forget who i am in the present
Comfort me, with your non-existent self
Even if it'll only hurt me

I will try my best, for i only have myself
And only i can turn myself into you
But nights will still haunt me, as long as im here
But i will still be my own worst enemy

You're my life, one you had left behind
Won't you say that you're your own person now
Would you look back, see how new you've become
All i can hope is you're okay now