Past here

How to create
A song
With meaning
That can be
Drawn from something
More than a minor
Inconvenience
The basic chemistry
Making up my brain
Not an ounce of pain
No pity here
I’m falling past
A bastards tears
A fucking maniac
Of passion
We’re
Only convincing
Ourselves
Of nothing
Why should anything matter
If it ends
So abruptly
Nothings funny

There was never a reason
For you to
Shut the door
So abruptly
On your way out

You said everything would
Be okay
I never believed something
More to this day
And i still
Never have the same trust
I could begin to
Say how much i regret everything
But thats so overplayed at this point
I dont know how to
Fucking recooperate
From all this mental stress
I put on myself
Its nothing less
Than something
I need to see
With a thereapist
But that is some
Fucking bullshit
I got a mic and a laptop
Right here
I got these words
Flowing out from my head
And i dont need a pad to write them in
When im flowin off the
Top like this
I dont know how to
Fucking stop it
I dont know how to
Stop this
Every fucking inch
Of doubt
Looking for a place to make their home
And never come out