Counting rings

Counting rings
Under my eyes
Waiting to drop this act
With my tail between
My legs and a target
On my back
All of this is practice
For my self worth is still in tact
Following the footsteps
In one i look up to best
Taking influence from all
But becoming myself next
Shake me from my sleep
So i can't ignore the fact
My woes won't go and dissipate
They won't let me fucking rest
I can only do my best
To make it how i want
And not let it all
Get into my head

Nobody wants to
See me high up
And want me lower
Than i can atttest
I dont give a fuck about the others
Just the people who want
Whats in my interests

Fucked up
Off this 5th blunt
Drown my sorrows
In this backwood
Smoke so much
To forget you
Oh how i wish
We could undo

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