This highly introspective, spiritual, and somewhat opaque song combines heavy and ambient synths, as well as violin. The violin is exemplary of what Madonna described as Mirwais’s use of “restraint”, in that the violin does not reach its peak of emotion until the end of the song, only hinting at it...
[Verse 1]
I can't remember when I was young
I can't explain if it was wrong
My life goes on, but not the same
Into your eyes my face remains
[Chorus]
I've been so high, I've been so down
Up to the skies, down to the ground
I was so blind, I could not see
Your paradise is not for me
[Verse 2]
Autour de moi, je ne vois pas
Qui sont les anges? Sûrement pas moi
Encore une fois, je suis cassée
Encore une fois, je ne crois pas
[Chorus]
I've been so high, I've been so down
Up to the skies, down to the ground
[Bridge]
There is a light above my head
Into your eyes, my face remains
[Chorus]
I've been so high, I've been so down
Up to the skies, down to the ground
[Verse 3]
I can't remember when I was young
Into your eyes, my face remains
Into your eyes, my face remains
[Chorus]
I've been so high, I've been so down
Up to the skies, down to the ground
I've been so high, I've been so down
Up to the skies, down to the ground
Paradise (Not for Me) was written by Madonna & Mirwais Ahmadzaï.
Paradise (Not for Me) was produced by Mirwais Ahmadzaï & Madonna.
Madonna released Paradise (Not for Me) on Mon Sep 18 2000.
This track was originally for my own album, Production. When she listened to my tracks, she absolutely wanted to sing this one. My only problem was that I wanted to include it on my own album. So it’s on both my album and hers! The only difference is I did a two-bar edit on my version.
–via Keyboar...
Yes, a video visual for the song was used during her 2001 “Drowned World” tour: