Pain Is Weakness Leaving the Body

I'll cauterize these memories [?]
Of a building that was crumbling and afraid of the light [?]
I'm the lucky one, I'm gonna wait [?]
And you're the only one who seems to have given up [?]

We're barely alive
Rolling in circles
We're set to survive

[spoken word]

I'm carving out these memories [?]
To help me deconstruct my dreams [?]
The more that we clean, the more we reveal
That the new face you put on this place wasn't real
We [?] and paint over the blood we ignore
[?]

We're barely alive
Battling addictions
Convictions of weakness
That I'm a weakness leaving your [?]