Pact

[Verse]
It's something different with the way I feel
It’s been a minute, still can’t figure out what’s even real
Stopped trying, and I’ve stopped crying
I wonder if they realize that inside I have been dying
Stopped smiling, but I don’t frown
No hope, so I want a way out
I’m weighing out my options, living with the pain
Or ingesting toxins, smoke enters my brain
I ain’t coughing, but I’m kinda nauseous
On and off it’s often
If I’m lucky, by tomorrow I’ll be rotting
Second-hand haunting, take a walk inside my coffin
I’m not the first person with their name scratched on it
But shit, doesn’t mean that I don’t want it, I'ma kick back
Lie down, ain’t got time for chit-chat
So keep it real with me, if that
We gonna live life and this a pact

[Hook]
I ain’t gonna take it, I ain't gonna leave
Not gonna do what they wouldn’t want to see
I ain’t gonna take it, I ain't gonna leave
Not gonna do what they wouldn’t want to see
Ain’t gonna take it, ain't gonna leave
Not gonna do what they wouldn’t want to see
I ain’t gonna take it, I ain't gonna leave
I’m not gonna do what they wouldn’t want to see