[Part I]
[Intro]
You stand in the hallway
Lemonade by Beyoncé plays
We don't know how to say what we think
You stand in the driveway
You scream out another shade of grey
We don't know how to say what we think
[Verse 1]
Run it back, run it back, run it back now
Oh shit, I'm in the running of a smackdown
Hop down from the slanted roof
Parents just don't understand the youth
But the truth of the matter is
No one knows what the chapter is
No one knows what the chances is
That it could end in laughter but it's faster
To shatter all the things we couldn't gather
Burn it in the fire and watch it burn
We could never understand just try and learn
I'm leaving, don't know when I can return
Its the end of the winter
End of the term
Dig up dirt in my heart like apples and worms
We always said this is what we would earn
[Part II]
[Verse 2]
I don't even know what to think anymore, yeah
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I'm used to drinking, overthinking
Overthinking it all, yeah
I don't even know what to think anymore, yeah
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I'm used to drinking, overthinking
Overthinking it all, yeah
[Part III]
[Verse 3]
Yeah, you brake my
This is for the times that I tried
This is for the times I nearly died
'Cause, yeah
I made it out
'Cause, yeah
I took a different route
I got a girlfriend and friends, I can't live without
Yeah, shit
That's the way that my life went
No longer obsessed with skipping rent for clout
Yeah, I just needed to vent
I took a paper to pen
Starting thinking about them, uh
I don't wanna condemn
But every time that my phlegm spits
My days repeats again
'Cause days are starting to blend
But I don't care 'cause I'm zen
And praise the Lord, amen, uh
We meet together like Venn
And I was locked in a den
But now my mood is a ten
[Part IV]
[Verse 4]
Was crazy how I didn't think I could survive
But here I am, uh
Couldn't imagine a future where I was alive
But here I am, uh
Couldn't imagine a future where I got drive
But here I am, uh
I'm alive now, I'm alive now
Bitch, here I am, uh