Overthinking

[Verse 1]
Everything feels wrong
Like I don't even belong
Like I don't know where the line is
And I don't know my own choices
But I know I think that's best though
Hang a belt, let's hope so
That tomorrow don't ever come
But I know I think that's best though
My uncle hung himself so
I think they said he was a pedo
But I wouldn't know, 'cause I'm so out of touch with my own family
It's insanity, my brothers, sisters, cousins all live in a tragedy
Ironic, my d** goes to ch**** and he still used to h*** me
And it's fucked up, I'm stuck in a cycle that I can't escape from
I'm told that I can't talk about it, 'cause I guess I ain't a victim
But I feel like one

[Verse 2]
I don't know where to turn to
So it fucked up my world view
The right-wing fascinated me
And that's who I turned to
I hated people anyway, so what they say?
Yeah, it must be true
And if I had to pick a favorite color, yeah, then that must be blue
I like the way that shit looks on my neck
Shit, I'm a wreck
And last time that I checked, I make music
So, why the fuck am I in uni learning about tech?
I woke up in the middle of the night being drenched in sweat
Last time I was in a job about tech
I wanna feel numb
So I begged my shrink to place me on Prozac
White flag, white flag
Shit they say I'm a fag
But don't hear that from me
Shit, my views on attack
I don't know where to go, I must be a hack
I wanna escape, I wanna escape
Learn about my cousins being raped
And with the way that I was raised
I feel like I was in a cage
And no matter whats my age
I'm always crying backstage
Us humans, we don't have no shame
But who cares? (It's all the same)

[Outro]
It's all the same, it's all the same, it's all the same
All the same, all the same, all the same, all the same, man
Same, man
All the, all the, all the same