Over (I)

(Intro):
I’m over it
You ain’t gotta do it
No that’s fine

No
No that’s fine

I said that’s fine
Don’t talk me, about my problems
When you have more, that are worse than mine

(Verse):

Bring me back, to BWM
Let me hear, what I was before
Let me see, what I had before
Not that much, that’s a different store

Keep on comparing, let’s see how far that goes
Never wanted to threaten, but looks like I’m off the rope
I’m so ticked off, at the old me
Like, “Why man, would you let this happen?”, jeez
I’ve been trying pretend, this all never happened
But you can’t hide your past

Look at the clock, it’s ticking too fast
Wasting my time, releasing these tracks
I know I’m not good, but don’t tell me that
Because I swear to it, I’ll get mad
Your making my Fear, real mad

I’m motivated
By everything that everybody says
Everything they use against me
I’ve already, felt it before
You can’t hurt me anymore, so stop trying
Really, I’m serious
Haters keep knocking at the door, but I don’t want to open up, please

So go away, stay away
Don’t come near, my house again
If I hear your footsteps again, I’ll be sure not to, let you walk again
I was so nice, I don’t know what happened
I guess it’s my environment, that makes me this way
But the haters, keep knocking

They can’t understand, can they?
Right again
This time, opening the door, to the basement
Pull out a chest, and I open it, crazy?
You thought I was joking, well looks like I’m serious
Pull out the notebook, and sharpen my pencil
Go in my room, and write, for hours
They don’t understand my therapy, one more joke, and your gonna be scared of me

Look around
You don’t see no one, laughing
Do you?
Your the one who’s being a fool
So just stop, I’m not playing anymore
Used to be gullible, but I don’t know what happened
Ever since her, I’ve been feeling mad
Never wanna talk to anybody, bad
Never wanna speak to my parents, mad
Never wanna reach my goals, yeah

I see, I’m a disappointment
You don’t got to, tell me that
I’ve already known, ever since I was so young
Used to try to run away from home
Mom kept me from leaving, but every time I cried, I sat down, screaming
Always had meltdowns, you see the succeeding?
I kept on talking to people, who weren’t even there

Scared of what the future was, I locked myself in
So dark, is it?
Look outside, very cold day
Like my heart yesterday, pale brain

And I keep thinking, what have I done?
Left my friends and my family, main one
Keep looking at my mirrors, broken ones, because I broke them, when I got mad, huh?

You scared of me now?
Expect me to fall to the ground, now?
Think I’m scared of you?
Oh wow
Never knew I was scared of a dark hound
Felt like Jason, on a dark night, walk around, stay out of sight
Don’t let nobody try to spot you, because if they do, it’s over now
I’m not scared, of what’s happening
I’m scared, of the Fear, haunting me
It’s there, and I can’t even breathe
Lock myself in the closet, real feeling!

And I’m over all now!
Let the haters in, it’s a dark cloud!
Feelings hurt, dark night, I’m out of sight
House broken, like the line I wrote, last night
Rooms empty, just words, all scribbled down
Never wanted, my friends to see this now!
Always felt alone, that’s why, I’m here now!
Looking at the kid in the mirror, like, “Who are you now?!”

(Outro):
Yeah
Real Music
For Her
Till my dying breath
I’m over it