Real*

(Intro):
Yeah
Real Music

(Verse One):
Can't quit now
I quit The End like I quit my life now!

Can't bear to see myself now
Tear's running down my face
As i'm writing this, discraced now

Should have released The End unfinished
But I couldn't

Seeing myself in pain is not healthy
I agree, it is not

But I feel like shutting down, right now
Releasing Locked In months earlier
But I can't
Doing that will make myself vunerable!

I know that they say not to change
But I want to!

Feeling pain every since they died!
Try to hold it in, comes out from the inside!

I feel like this pain, has been biting at me
Making me cry more
Never felt like this, until someone brought up
My brothers, now i'm real mad now!

Alway's wanted a second chance, but I won't
Get that, my head's ridden with Fear and fake
Friends, I can't get out of my head, someone
Help me now!

Someone send me to Therapy. I need it badly now
Used to like doing this. Now it's causing me pain now
People keep on assuring me that i'll be fine, when they
Don't feel this pain

Scott and Robert could have met me, but God did
Not let them!
Something in his mind kept me from meeting them-

*voices play*

And my mind has always tricked me to feel like I
Should be blamed

*voices continue*

But I know my position in this world, a stud, like no other
Feels like everytime I make a good song, I always have to
Make a song that makes that song hop right off the bench!!

And I hate living like this!
Blood leaking from my arms-
I feel different, i'm bleeding!
(So calm!)

Counselor tells me to breathe and I laugh at him
'Your not even real!'
And he gives me a look I cannot get out of my head
And he says
'I am, I am you.'

*piano hit*

(Outro):
Real Music
Bleed
To S+R
You will always be with God
No matter what....
Yeah!