Out of My Head

And I prolly don't even cross your mind
But I'm searching for you in everybody I find
I'm conditioned to wake up and expect your text
And now I envy the man that you gave a chance to next
And I'm learning to live my life without you
But there's still so many things that I'm missing about you
The times that we shared; I was living in the moment
If those times could have last a little longer, would you want it?
When I had you I felt ten feet tall
And I could take any challenge in my way and I could fade them all
It's like I'm holding on a glimmer of hope
That you'll come back to me but deep down I know you won't
The first week I was in denial
I imagined you would come back to me after awhile
It's like our love was a sacrifice
With you I felt so alive but now it has to die

I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again
But by then you'll be out of my head
You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head
But until then, I'm going out of my head

I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again
But by then you'll be out of my head
You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head
But until then, I'm going out of my head

Love is like the riches of the poor
And I don't have much if I don't have you anymore
I'm so tired of living with a broken heart
It seems every time I put it back together it falls apart
I lost sight of everything, I fell in way too deep
It's four in the morning, I'm in bed and I can't sleep
And everyday I'm tortured by all the things I miss
You erased me from history, it's like I cease to exist
And im wondering, do you think of me?
Are you searching for me in anybody you see?
Losing you was like the death of a best friend
I kept all your items in my house the way you left them
It's like I'm living with a ghost, I pretend you're here
I can't face reality cause I'm consumed with fear
Going over everything I did wrong
Nope, I'm still alive and yup, she's still gone

I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again
But by then you'll be out of my head
You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head
But until then, I'm going out of my head

I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again
But by then you'll be out of my head
You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head
But until then, I'm going out of my head

Maybe it's best to just let her go
There's still so many things on my chest that I want to let her know
It's like I'm making a million songs just for her
And she'll never even listen to em, she'll just ignore em
Love changes, lovers become strangers
When I let my heart out of it's cage it became dangerous
I try to bury my feelings with different lovers
And some days I'm much stronger than the others
But all it takes is one moment to hit me in the core
And I'm back to how I was before
Love could leave you confused because it's just a game
And I could meet other people but it's not the same
There's still so many songs that I can't listen to
Cause they only remind me that I'm still missing you
And why would I wanna torture myself?
I gotta pull through the pain so im forcing myself, I'm gonna win

I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again
But by then you'll be out of my head
You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head
But until then, I'm going out of my head

I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again
But by then you'll be out of my head
You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head
But until then, I'm going out of my head