OUT FOR ME

[Verse 1: GrewSum]
You know back when I started when I was young and fresh
I really thought I was the fucking best
I got way too much way too early, everyone's impressed
Before I even knew it my favorite rappers were ones I met
It all went to my head
I can't deny that my ego was taking over
I was stupid with the shit I was doing to gain exposure
If anyone didn't say I was great then I'd straight explode and create a motive to say something vain and insanely vulgar
I was burning every bridge that I'd built
I didn't think I needed anyone except for myself
Now that I'm older I can notice it well
I was no one to help
But now I'm grown and I still struggle to get over it still
Because no matter how I've changed my name is still getting drug through the mud
I'm not sure that I ever could do enough to get loved the way I did when I started this music up
I know I'm not the same Grew that screwed it up

[Chorus: GrewSum]
I think the game is tryna kill me, yeah
The game has got it out for me, I don't know why
It seems like everybody feels me, I can't figure it out
I stay stuck no matter what I try
I gave my whole life to the rhythm
I don't understand what it's gonna take to make it out it alive
I think the game is tryna kill me, yeah
The game has got it out for me, I don't know why
I don't-I don't know why

[Verse 2: GrewSum]
You know, now that I'm older it's starting to pile up
Everyone considers me a failure and my mind is stuck
I barely ever stick to a job for an entire month
'Cause all I ever think about is music because I'm in love
So when I try my luck I don't know how to not obsess
Every single second not working on it has got me stressed
When I have the time I'm so exhausted and got no rest
And even if I make something in the moment it's not my best
Fuck it then I'ma quit my job but it doesn't last
When I fall behind on bills everyone's up my ass
Start to feel like a loser for giving up what I had
And if I can't support my son then I ain't much of a dad
But if I'd never take the risk of going through something bad
Then when I'm old I'm gon' regret I didn't because I can't
Now I'm fully committed and everything else is trash
This music has got me trapped, in fact

[Chorus: GrewSum]
I think the game is tryna kill me, yeah
The game has got it out for me, I don't know why
It seems like everybody feels me, I can't figure it out
I stay stuck no matter what I try
I gave my whole life to the rhythm
I don't understand what it's gonna take to make it out it alive
I think the game is tryna kill me, yeah
The game has got it out for me, I don't know why
I don't-I don't know why