[Bridge: GrewSum]
It was never meant to be this dark
It never meant to be so cold
I never meant to get so lost
And I never wanna be alone
But there's something if I want up
To feel better and I wanna
Well fuck it, now I'm on 'em
I said I'm on 'em
[Chorus: GrewSum]
I look to the drugs (I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company (The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I don't get the love I need so I look to the drugs (I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company (The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I don't get the love I need so I look to the drugs
[Verse 1: GrewSum]
Sometimes I feel so cold that I don't know if I can handle it
Those times I get so low that I unfold and start unraveling
And I know when the drugs take hold I can just let go of the pain that's damaging me and my soul
And there's no more cold, I feel so warm, but it only will last a bit
When it wears off I come back again
The pain that was gone comes crashing in
I can't deal with that shit when it's happening
Gotta catch me a buzz to relax again
Then I do that again (That again)
Stuck in a cycle more dangerous than it is helpful
I hate that I need it, I'm mad at them
But when I crash again
[Chorus: GrewSum]
I look to the drugs (I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company (The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I don't get the love I need so I look to the drugs (I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company (The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I don't get the love I need so I look to the drugs
[Bridge: GrewSum]
It was never meant to be this dark
It never meant to be so cold
I never meant to get so lost
And I never wanna be alone
But there's something if I want up
To feel better and I wanna
Well fuck it, now I'm on 'em
I said I'm on 'em
[Chorus: GrewSum]
I look to the drugs (I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company (The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I don't get the love I need so I look to the drugs (I look to the drugs)
I look to the drugs for some company (The drugs for some company)
Because (Because)
Sobriety keeps fucking me and I don't get the love I need so I look to the drugs
COMPANY was written by GrewSum.
COMPANY was produced by AnnoDominiNation.