Other Too Endless

Just a little, just a little too late
He said I made the biggest mistake
And I never ever ever ever meant to cause you harm
And then she said, "Darling, you don't understand
It was the black sambucas and it got out of hand
And I really don't remember which side of the bed I got up on
And no I've forgotten"

So it can't be real
No it can't be real
If I close my eyes, then maybe I won't feel this
It can't be real
No it can't be real
If I close my eyes, then maybe I won't feel
I'm an other too endless
So do you think I should end this?

And you lie lie lie and now you want me back
Because you die die die, if you don't get that
And everybody is off their pills, they're playing games
Drawing pictures in my mind trying to feel my pain

Well it can't be real
No it can't be real
If I close my eyes, then maybe I won't feel this
It can't be real
No it can't be real
If I close my eyes, then maybe I won't feel
I'm an other too endless
So do you think I should end this?

And I will always bring you lots of 'do you good' soup
Because I am, because I am kind
And I will always share with you a few good memories
'Cause I am loveblind

And I gave you my body and with it
And said I meant it
And you gave me forever and for that, I'm still trying to vent it
And that hurts, I give up

It can't be real
No it can't be real
If I close my eyes, then maybe I won't feel this
It can't be real
No it can't be real
If I close my eyes, then maybe I, I won't feel
I'm an other too endless
So do you think I should end this?

It can't be real
No it can't be real
If I close my eyes, then maybe I, I won't feel this
It can't be real
No it can't be real
If I close my eyes, then maybe I won't feel
I'm an other too endless
So do you think I should end this?