Onyx

-Onyx- (aim small)

There’s a darker side of me that I fear
The partridge & the pear tree divine spear-rit
Decided I’m too vile & filed me off when I was child
Childish I still persist to lie & cry & jive through life, piping dimes, & surprise I’m high as kite
The sky is wide as I dive up, & survive such a lack of O2, UFO’s ride up offering you probes to use, what’s he do? Become a subject to some tests to test my mood, shoot
They’ve examined & scanned him, handed him tin cans containing that candy, let me vanish all these panic relieving candies, cannabis woulda just saved me but I was hooked with a craving, on all of the sugar that I was slanging

To all the ones who love me, many more than I deserve
...I’m not as lovely, as what, you mighta heard
There’s a darker side of me, some homicidal tendencies, & all the time the anger enters me & fear comes in to finish me (x2)

Pinch the cheek, rinse repeat the fever dreams, terrified pair of eyes staring wide at glaring beams, comin out the screen, seeping into me as I freak, & wonder if the amphetamines musta just got to me
Bodies often drop in my noggin, I’m pondering often, on slaughtering something, then I get ahold of my thoughts & aw shit, I’m obviously fucked in the consciousness y’all, somebody call the pharmacy please and check on my adderol
Didactic magnate attractive he’s fashionable & has shit... together, this my vision of a life better
Never a bread winner, ridden the coattails, shivered in dead winter, shriveled in holy hell
Matrimony, don’t joke with me madmoiselle, you ain’t worth a ring finger blinged at the expense of myself
No chance
No chance, bitch, fuck you!

To all the ones who love me, many more than I deserve
...I’m not as lovely, as what, you mighta heard
There’s a darker side of me, some homicidal tendencies, & all the time the anger enters me & fear comes in to finish me (x2)