Amaretto

-Amaretto (Power Lines)-

Once a year I see you, cherry headed, auntie keeps bringing you near & I’m barely dead again from the caring get it
Not likely you’ll see what’s in my psyche, break
Sedatives, zesty metta metal taste in my tethered brain, wheel of time we’re stopping atop, wish I could just travel inside myself & find out why I think a lot
About your smile, freckled face and wild spirit
Mild weary feeling I’m concealing looking into your eyes & vaporized, but little do you know, that when you go, it pulls at my chest like two ropes attached to my rationale & my tendency to be so emo, please don’t, giggle again or I think I’ll reach over and seize your sweet soul

& we know by now, that it isn’t really happening
Two sides of me, feeling silly when you laugh again
I... wanna kiss your eyes
God I miss your smile
What have I done so vile?
I’ve been Coveting when there’s not a chance. in. fuck
That you’ll ever understand this forbidden love...

Did you take flight with me here?
The wheel of time we climbed so high
The rhymes I’d like to say, I’d write away if you’d let me die tonight, amaretto with lime and I am high as the power lines...

If you were older, goddammit if you were grown up, but your just a little soldier & I’m just an old stoner
...My phones working so why don’t phone it, silly rabbit, this shit is tricky & shes a kid
Alone in, These emotions I smolder, seeking sober I shouldered the weekends even when devilish reeking amaretto was closer
Than a heartbeat, a mark leaves me darkly, it unfolds a target for archery, love bolt shot at me, one note is ringing so true in me consciously, that I gotta stop this heat
Doused in agua to fend off the forest fire
Swirling & the fortress spires, warped like morphing sirens, hoard of fickle tyrants, tickle my desires nightly
& youre still smiling, I’m in love with a child’s mind, whirlwinds will violently turn you girlfriend if I try it
So when the time is, ...right for you to open your eyelids, it’s just a number & I’m just numb again from the amaretto with lime, ...high as the power lines

& we know by now, that it isn’t really happening
Two sides of me, feeling silly when you laugh again
I... wanna kiss your eyes
God I miss your smile
What have I done so vile?
I’ve been Coveting when there’s not a chance. in. fuck
That you’ll ever understand this forbidden love...

Cherry headed, you send glaring messages, into the never-ness inside my never letting up malevolent, developed sense of selling this, attempt to just embellish myself & make it seem like I’m really something else (x2)
When I’m not...

Did you take flight with me here?
The wheel of time we climbed so high
The rhymes I’d like to say, I’d write away if you’d let me die tonight...