[Verse]
I'm suffocating, I can feel it in my fucking face
Pressing down, I feel every ounce of that fucking weight
You come from a long line of people that I used to date
Still I grip onto every word that I get as of late
Holding onto it, I can't even look at you straight
There's a part of me who knows how we ended was fate
But more often than not, I know I'm a product of hate
But at my core I know I'm a product of what I create
[Chorus]
My trust is low since I been in my ways
Only one is myself, I can't betray
Ain't holding out for no more better days
Those were the bеtter days
My trust is low since I been in my ways
Only one is mysеlf, I can't betray
Ain't holding out for no more better days
Those were the better days
[Interlude]
And Jayden is 7 months
And Kyle is... 7 months
[Verse]
I knew that I was bad for you, but I'm having second thoughts
'Cause I'm the only one who's gotta' feel the total cost
I'm selfish I just wish you would see some of what I got
Instead I'm stuck preaching my verses to anyone you're not
I'm the only one who fails to recognize the problem
I know I'm the only one that could ever really solve 'em
Been wallowing in my ways, I'm far past my fucking bottom
2020, I see this shit - I'm the fucking problem
[Chorus]
My trust is low since I been in my ways
Only one is myself, I can't betray
Ain't holding out for no more better days
Those were the better days
My trust is low since I been in my ways
Only one is myself, I can't betray
Ain't holding out for no more better days
Those were the better days