On tape

[You ever, like, have to do something even remotely confrontational and then your whole body just starts shaking?]

Let's recall
The silence of our kiss
And worst of all
You knew what silence is
And what it means to me
And how it makes me
Breathe unevenly
But did you even
Know that about me?

When I told you
That I loved you
I meant it
And when you told me
That you loved me
You took the meaning
And you bent it

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
The things that
We did to get here

'Cause we were the frost
That melts away
When the ocean is burning down
And lost
Is everything
That we once knew
And now it's all
It needs to be
Just broken memories
And stupid in-jokes
I guess I do still
Kinda miss those

And when I told you
That I missed you
I faked it
And when you told me
That you missed me too
I knew that I was still addicted

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here

Oh, oh
I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?

It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?

It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here

Oh, I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?

It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?

It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient