​all good people are asleep

[verse 1: dynastic]
Can't fall asleep
I think i just need to eat
I shouldn't go to bed at three
I should just brush my teeth
I'm sick of dreams where
I feel 17
I can't do anything
Like just fall asleep
I know it's bad for me
Tomorrow I promise I'll
Take better care of myself
But it's not easy
It's not easy

[Chorus: dynastic]
Can't fall asleep
I think I just need to eat
I shouldn't go to bed at three
I should just brush my teeth
I'm sick of dreams where
I feel 17
I can't do anything
Like fucking fall asleep
I know it's bad for me
Tomorrow I promise I'll
Take better care of myself
But it's not easy
When nobody's watching I
Just stay in my head all night

[verse 2: dynastic]
It's 3 am
I gotta wake up again
I gotta fake it, pretend
Like I'm not still asleep
I'm not falling apart
No jump rope in my heart
My body's gonna give out
On me

I know it's bad for me
This make believe
What's truth for you
Are lies for me
So i just wanted autonomy
And I have to be patient

[verse 3: saoirse dream]
She'd wake up at a reasonable hour
Maybe take a shower
If I could allow her
She'd make herself a meal and it tastes fine
Spend a minute online
Make it to work that night
But she's probably busy staring at the ceiling
Probably isn't feeling
Busy doing nothing
She could be productive
Maybe even happy
Spending time with her friends
Smiling and laughing

[bridge: dynastic]
It's easier said than done
It's easier said than done
How do I block it out in a way that's more selfish than this?
How do I block it out in a way that's more selfish than this?
How do I block it all out in a way that's more selfish than this?
I don't think such a method exists

[angry part: dynastic]
I turned to recluse
And self-diffusion
To solve for answers with synthetic solutions and
Swim down
To lows beneath
All the places that the light couldn't reach
If you break through
Somehow you reach me
Get rid of these leeches
Eating love for food
Leaving selfish isolationist attitude
I want you around me
So badly, so badly
You're chosen family
You kill the bad things
I don't know what to say