Off Days

[$LOTHBOI]
I tried to kill
I tried to kill myself
I tried to kill myself
Mom I tried to kill myself
Yeah I tried to kill myself
Fuck
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

I got a pit in my stomach
Sore throat from the tears
Twisted face, snot running
Suiciding ideas

Scared to talk to my friends
About taking my life
They don’t need this weight
Got enough on they minds

I
I feel so
So alone
So so alone
Death
Leave me alone
Feels
So close
So so close

[Nicolas Sales]
Tell me what you want
Tell me what you want
Tell me what you want from me

I’m certain that I could help you if you
Tell mе what you want
Tell me what you want
Tell mе what you want from me
Want from me

I’m so relieved I didn’t kill myself
Maybe if I did I would be somewhere else
Instead I’m here right next to you

Back then I didn’t see the facts
I didn’t know how to act
Feeling alone
I didn’t have a fuckin’ reason

To believe in me
To believe in me…

[$LOTHBOI]
I got a pit in my stomach
Sore throat from the tears
Twisted face, snot running
Suiciding ideas

Scared to talk to my friends
About taking my life
They don’t need this weight
Got enough on they minds

I
I feel so
So alone
So so alone
Death
Leave me alone
Feels
So close
So so close