Numb

Intro:
I've been feeling numb, it's time to grow up
I tried to call for help, but your too fucked up
So why didn't you tell me that is was all wrong
So then maybe I can help you not to feel so dumb

Chorus:
'Cuz I never wanted to end things like this
Now all my emotions play like a broken disc
But I cannot help you, now that your gone
How can I feel this all at once?
I'm drowning in my tears of what I have cried
But I cannot help myself all in one night

Verse:
I laughed, I cried, until you noticed me
But instead you said goodbye
I asked for some help from you, of course you just left
I feel alone in my struggles again
I fell depressed 'cuz I am a mess
It's like drowning, except everyone around you is breathing
I lived life, now I'm planning on leaving
When I'm depressed, I can't control my thoughts
My thoughts control me
I wish everyone knew that
I am so mad, I can't even talk
I even fall when I try to walk
Why can't you tell me to just be brave?
Why can't you just tell me to put down that blade?
You just left with a goodbye
Why did you do that?
Now I wanna die

Chorus:
'Cuz I never wanted to end things like this
Now all my emotions play like a broken disc
But I cannot help you, now that your gone
How can I feel this all at once?
I'm drowning in my tears of what I have cried
But I cannot help myself all in one night

Outro:
It's like you've lost something
But having no clue when or where you last had it
Because of this, I have bad habits
Then one day you realize what you lost was yourself
And trust me, it's lonely being in hell