In my head was a song I wrote based off of Ariana Grande’s song “In my head” I used a couple of lines from her song, and to mine. In this song, I was talking about my ex who I had recently wrote “I” to. But this time, the song is explaining how I’m over him and how much I hate him
Verse 1:
I hope I never lose you, kissing in the rain
But I know at the end it will cause me pain
I'm in my room fucking laughing 'cuz I'm in pain
Knowing we won't ever go back to that rain
I know how it starts, I guess this is how it ends
What's the point in love if we're gonna fucking get hurt again?
Chorus:
I don't wanna know how this ends
But you keep coming up in my head
I got habits of seeing what isn't there
I barely got into this shit, and I'm, already scared
I saw us together, forever, until we are dead
But turns out it was all in my head
Falling, falling, but I thought that you would need me
Hurting, hurting, until we finally believed in us
But it was all in my head, and now wе are dead
Versе 2:
You hate me?
Well, fuck you too
I don't even want to be with you
Oh sorry, did I cause you pain?
Well, good 'cuz hopefully you'll go away
Right now I'm laughing 'cuz I'm holding that blade
I guess we started, I know how it ends
What the fuck do you want from me?
Do you want me to be dead?
Well guess what, I can do that with one shot in the head
I remember those times I walked with you
You told me to do something, what the fuck was I supposed to do?
Bridge:
I'm so sorry that I had to say this, but I'm an honest person
I guess this is something that had to be said
I think I said enough
But just know-soon I'll be dead
Ooh
Chorus:
I don't wanna know how this ends
But you keep coming up in my head
I got habits of seeing what isn't there
I barely got into this shit, and I'm, already scared
I saw us together, forever, until we are dead
But turns out it was all in my head
Falling, falling, but I thought that you would need me
Hurting, hurting, until we finally believed in us
But it was all in my head, and now we are dead
In my head was written by Red Tears.
Red Tears released In my head on Fri Dec 11 2020.