Numb

These cops trynna kill me but they fucking can't
Some bitches use me and go back to their boyfriends
Drugs could help me but i can't go back there
But without them i still feel numb like crack head

Im fucked up (im fucked up)
Im fucked up (im fucked up)

I got no money, shit ain't funny
Days ain't sunny, got no honey
Im like fuck who want it?!
Im like fuck who want it?!

Noises and voices, i brought this, my choices, uh
My losses in boxes, no office, no profit, uh
My friend just took my girl, im like just fuck the world
She was my fuckin pearl, found out she was a slut
But i ain't worried, i ain't buried, got my brain back
No more using my pay check, smoked out, laid back
I look at my drink and i think i should get a shrink
I blink, look at mirror and wink, throw the pills in the sink
Im messed up but im cool just gotta get some fresh air
I puff a cig and think if i got any real friends left
'cause most of them are gone, some of the best cast
And im wondering for how long does my dearest past last
Im frustrated and jaded thinking "will i fucking make it?"
'cause all these rappers lately "Drake it" and the public gets baited, uh
Shit times, lit styles, weed lines, weak rhymes
Big lies, big ties, ink signs, my demise

These cops trynna kill me but they fuckin can't
Some bitches use me and go back to their boyfriends
Drugs could help me but i can't go back there
But without them i still feel numb like crack head

Kill myself or heal myself (heal myself or kill myself)