Numb

[Intro]
Wanted it all oh yes I did
But what did I get in the end?
Guess it's too late to know up to now
But it won’t ever stop hur-

[Chorus]
Im numb because I have nothing to lose
I wanted it all but was left so confused
Leave me alone with all my pain and anguish
Broke my heart as well just like that it vanquished
Want to be alone so why can't you just banish
Told you once I told you twice, gotta say it now in Spanish
All is gone and all is left is to pay the damage
Keep it up I kept it up, but don't know if I can manage

[Verse 1]
Why couldn’t you just leave, when all was still fine
Now all I see is what can never be mine
Why couldn't you see, I wanted to be with you
Now you don't know what you put me through
Trying to find something that can change my personality
But all I can seem to find is hatred and insanity
Mortal combat with it gotta kill it like fatality
Gotta keep the .40 tucked, always with the same mentality
Nothing is working, so I keep on searching
Demons keep looking, and they keep on lurking
Like a bubble im bursting, on my wave bitch, you surfing
I feel like everything but an earthling, Deals that im swerving
Trying to conserve it, trying to earn shit, not trying to turn shit

[Chorus]
Im numb because I have nothing to lose
I wanted it all but was left so confused
Leave me alone with all my pain and anguish
Broke my heart as well just like that it vanquished
Want to be alone so why can't you just banish
Told you once I told you twice, gotta say it now in Spanish
All is gone and all is left is to pay the damage
Keep it up I kept it up, but don't know if I can manage