Not for the public

[Chorus]
Not for the public, not for no one but yourself
People judge my actions but can't see me for myself
Misjudged motherfucker for that reason keep a pistol on my shelf
No one seems to realize all the stuff that I have dealt
But there's a time when revenge will have been felt

[Verse 1]
Understand that I can't always feel the same
Other people say that what I do is not the same
Why do I do it? What is the purpose?
You can't understand the feeling to be worthless
Hoping what you do is not a waste of time, but worth it
If you can't understand my meaning, why you act so nervous?
If I could understand the hate towards me, i would decide to come up to the surface
I would get advice from the greatest, but nobody's perfect

[Chorus]
Not for the public, not for no one but yourself
People judge my actions but can't see me for myself
Misjudged motherfucker for that reason keep a pistol on my shelf
No one seems to realize all the stuff that I have dealt
But there's a time when revenge will have been felt

[Verse 2]
Little time spent with the things that matter the most
Like having some family to be able to travel with pleasure off to the coast
But to be real you can't act like you can relate or be like most
We want to be and act like the rest, but the hard truth really is what we detest
We have our life in a mist, like something uncontrollable, something like a mess
We can have it all or nothing but never confess
You try to be normal until it's put to the test, but with the same respect I say your not like the rest
I say it's too late and you've become what you once were against