November 8th

November 8th
I’m still in pain
It’s been 6 fucking months
Hurts but I’m growing numb

I think it’s funny
How the seasons change
But my feelings never do
I think it’s strange

But how are you?
I hope you’re okay
I hope you find the love of your life
And live like it’s your last everyday
We never asked for this, did we?
Half a year ago but it feels like yesterday
I’ve fought a losing battle
But you’re not my remedy

I’m sorry to myself
For my obsession
My sense of worth
Lost my possession
I’m not crazy
I’m human
I know you think I am
Mr. Blue Man