PUSH YOU AWAY

You think I’m just a fucking creep
And it makes me wanna die
I just wanted you to love me
But you can’t even look me in the eye

I told you I was in my feelings
I have a toxic way of dealing
I hyper obsess
My mind, you possess

You think I’m a psycho
But you may be right though
God I fucking hate myself
I’m bad for my health

On days like this I start to think
About you and I start to sink
Into a sea of self loathing
I’m miserable and you’re gloating
All I do is sink
And you’re floating