​nothing

I tried too many drugs
I'm beating myself up
Everytime I walk out the door
I see the ones I love
Their trust is not enough
At least not more than the tablets in my hand
I'll never overdose
I'll think about it though
What would life be like if I was nothing?
Nothing
Aah, oh
I wanna be nothing to nothing
Sometimes I feel like nothing
Sometimes I feel like something
But most days I feel like I'm a burden
To everyone and everything
I tried too many drugs
I'm beating myself up
Everytime I walk out the door
I see the ones I love
Their trust is not enough
At least not more than the tablets in my hand
Life's haywire
So stupid
I'm falling to the deep end
And I thought that you'd help
I guess I was thinking too much
But so what?
At least I now know we never had something
I guess I'm
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
I tried too many drugs
I'm beating myself up
Everytime I walk out the door
I see the ones I love
Their trust is not enough
At least not more than the tablets in my hand
I wanna be nothing to nothing