Not Okay

[Verse 1 (Unknown)]
Spent my whole life tryna find my purpose, thought you were the one
You said you wanted space and that we were now done
Just wanted your love, but now, that's gone
Why'd you have to go away?
Filled my life with so much pain
What's your deal? You've ruined my life
Maybe, I should just die, would that make it all right?
You said you wanted space, so, please, just go away
I'm not alright, and I'm not okay

[Chorus (J_c0b_Raps, Unknown, & Both)]
But it all got blow away, not feeling okay (Okay)
I feel like I've decayed, won't live to see another day
I wanted you to stay, but you left me in the dark, now, I'm feeling not okay

[Verse 2 (Unknown, J_c0b_Raps, & Both)]
You've taught me love, you've taught me pain
So, why'd you have to go and throw it all away?
I'm feeling not okay, and that's alright to say
I had to cope with the pain every single day
I'm tired of the games that you always go and play
I put myself through pain, just so you would go and stay
There's a lot of things I wish I'd never say
But I did, just to not feel like I'm going insane

[Chorus (Unknown, J_c0b_Raps, & both)]
But it all got blow away, not feeling okay
I feel like I've decayed, won't live to see another day
I wanted you to stay, but you left me in the dark, now, I'm feeling not okay (Feeling not okay)

[Outro (Unknown, J_c0b_Raps, & Both)]
Blown away, I'm not okay
I feel like I've decayed, won't live to see another day
I wanted you to stay, but you left me in the dark, lost our spark
Now I'm feeling not okay