Not Motivated

Not motivated
Not motivated
What is being motivated?
I don’t know anymore
Not motivated
Not motivated

I’ve got no happy places
Everywhere is my sad place, yeah
How Rubin?
I don’t know, do I?
Just tell me how
Maybe because of my father
How could you bother?
To be honest, I don’t know anymore, Happiness
He’s the worst father figure ever to have existed!
No wonder why you’re never motivated after your mum left
Yeah mate, no wonder why anymore!
Can’t somebody kill him?
But if he went, I’d see you more, so no more being depressed?
Sadly it doesn’t work like that, but you would see me more
You wouldn’t have no depression, it would still be there
But remember Rubin, no one even loves him anymore!
Yeah, thanks for this little session mate
This is real music, eh?
Of course it is Rubin, and it always will be!
Always remember, Real music til the day we die, yeah?
Follow the slogan of NF, yeah of course you would mate!
Yeah of course I would, haha, just don’t go masterbate
Alright behave yourself now Rubin, you “poobin”
Heard of that one before in “I’m a Peasant”
Wish I didn’t have any problems, son
Well, you’re Happiness so let’s have a bit of fun
You did know that my dad is definitely a pun
Did y’all get that bar?
Saying that he’s a joke
But as you’ve said before, you would not exist Rubin!

Hey Rubin, you’re not motivated anymore, sadly not anymore
All you need is a pad and a pen, and you’ll be good
Really?
I guess that’ll give me my true happiness!
Well it is!
Give me a lil break now

Hey, I’m a lil motivated now that I have this
I have pen and the notepad with me
At least I can write the next album with this notepad too
Fortunately I’m feeling better, I wished it, did you?
I’m still not fully motivated but what is this? One before two!
Should I even get Aitch on a track?
Well he’s on BGT 2020
I probably should, he can rap the fast bit of Rap God
That makes me a lil more motivated for his dedication
But people might say that this song is a lil odd?
You’re a bit wrong because it’s not odd, it’s about motivation
Should I stop talking about people and talk about me
Oh hang on
I’ll be back in a bit
I need a pee
Sorry I’m back guys
I just needed a little wee
I can tell y’all haters are like “What’s he doing? XD”
Thing is, I’m not listening to your comments anymore lol
You should know that I’m not letting that take its toll!
I’m not doing that stuff anymore, so thanks a lot
You can say “Yeah you are Rubin” but I’m not
I’m not letting those comments get it to my brain
You lot already know that loyalty is deep in my veins
Whenever I need those, I was left in a lot of pain
But as I said
I’m not letting these comments reign
I also don’t want it to reign over me and my family
That’s what makes me not motivated to do these at all
Y’know what, I’m just not gonna talk to anyone anymore
I don’t want anyone’s advice, so I’ll just talk to no one