[Chorus]
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t need help
Baby I’m just grinding tryna make sure that we eat well
My new cologne is tryna cover up the weed smell
Sorry I’m a mess but it’s all that makes me sleep well
I start to notice that I’m running out of patience
Guess that’s a reminder I should stay inside my basement
I’m on the edge of kinda praying that my weight shifts
Shit I’m pretty high and I don’t think that I'ma make it
[Verse]
And now your phone face down but I know you hear me calling
Might break down ‘cause I think about you often
Walk a mile in my shoes they’re designer
I’m an asshole baby you’re a liar
Now I shut my mouth and let my music do the talking
Always fucking nervous, heads are turning when I walk in
I’m shocked I even left the house today
‘cause now I’m in a bad mood and the clouds are gray
[Bridge]
We can leave it all behind us, put it in the past
I hope I forget about it, we can make it last
Baby I’ve been traumatized since I was a kid
How can I feel love and not know what the fuck it is?
Unlikely, shit it’s worth a try
And this ain’t like me, but you bring me to life
[Chorus]
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t need help
Baby I’m just grinding tryna make sure that we eat well
My new cologne is tryna cover up the weed smell
Sorry I’m a mess but it’s all that makes me sleep well
I start to notice that I’m running out of patience
Guess that’s a reminder I should stay inside my basement
I’m on the edge of kinda praying that my weight shifts
Shit I’m pretty high and I don’t think that I'ma make it
[Outro]
Don’t think I’m gonna make it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
not gonna make it was written by kennedyxoxo.
not gonna make it was produced by Ryini.
kennedyxoxo released not gonna make it on Fri Sep 13 2019.