​everything is spinning idk what to do

Why was I so numb when everything you made me feel inside
Baby, was I blind or just too dumb to see through your disguise
And now I'm sick of always feeling worthless and you're probably right
But when you told me that I'd never be anything but I'm gonna try
To change your mind

I've been on a bender but I hope I get some sleep tonight
Shorty got a temper, she keep screaming "I'ma leave tonight"
She tell me that she hates me and she tries to get on top of me
I always bring a pack in case she's screaming at me constantly

I do it by myself, it's nothing nеw to be the underdog
Bеnding over backwards, bitch, I'm doing fucking summersaults
Shawtie out of pocket, I don't want to lose my cool again
I'm sorry if I'm moody but I lost my fucking jewel again

Deal with it now, I got no friends
I'm in the background, blowing all out
I'm smoking a pack, I feel like I'm gassed out
Making it out, I'm driving too fast, you're making me crash now
Breaking me down, he's taking my cup, he's making me black out

And I'm trying to go to sleep but I can't even keep my eyes shut
Antisocial angel, I'll be lonely 'till my times up
I'm sitting in my room and getting high to make the time pass
Everything is spinning so I'm sorry if I'm side tracked

Why was I so numb when everything you made me feel inside
Baby, was I blind or just too dumb to see through your disguise
And now I'm sick of always feeling worthless and you're probably right
But when you told me that I'd never be anything but I'm gonna try
To change your mind