NOT_ALIVE//NOT_DEAD

[Verse]
Pick up the phone there's a lot you need to hear
Sat all alone wishing someone would hold you near
I don't know what you think of me but
I know how alone it seems so
Here's a piece of mind that you'd better hold dear

[Pre-Chorus]
I always try to remember who I am
Near always cry
So remind me why again

[Chorus]
Always wondered why nothing ever feels the same in my head
Not alive, not dead
Something's ticking and I'm thinking like another instead
Never want to laugh again

Why can't I just be me?
Never want to see me
Mirror, cause agony
Myself not who I should be

[Verse]
I know I've been gone for a minute
Yeah I'm not under control
There's something that's infecting my system
Need Malwarebytes or I'm gone

Try to help me out again
I thank you but you're out of luck
Try to help me out again
You're lying
You don't give a fuck

[Pre-Chorus]
I always try to remember who I am
Near always cry
So remind me why again

[Chorus]
Always wondered why nothing ever feels the same in my head
Not alive, not dead
Something's ticking and I'm thinking like another instead
Never want to laugh again

Why can't I just be me?
Never want to see me
Mirror, cause agony
Myself not who I should be

I always try to remember who I am
Near always cry
So remind me why again

[Outro]
Cause a minor distraction will help for a while
But everything IRL is purely vile
I spend too much time on the internet to care about my own things