Cleaved

God this shitty feeling has me praying to deities I don't think of
But maybe it's just a phase
Teared eyes make you nervous
We will be friends but we hurt us
And now I just don't know what I'm supposed to say
I took it to heart we were meant from the start

But they cut our scene
As they clap we scream
But I can't be seen
Stuck watching my TV
But they'll all pay heed
As I'm weak in my knees
I feel your heart bleed
A sprouting planted seed
Has now grown into thorns
And is fighting me
Now there's blood on the leaves
On the hands of you and me
And the road I see just splits

And so wе go our separate ways
Still think about you all the timе
Wonder if I could make a change?
But you can't look me in my face
Tears I cried written out in pen
I think I need a bit of space

Drowning in a pit of self-sorrow
Say that you'll see me again but not tomorrow, or ever
My brain's fucked up
Aorta's severed
My pride is having critical errors
I look at myself in the mirror what I see?
A painful reminder of who we used to be
Twenty-twenty-four was the year of the score
But we crash and we fall as I slash at my wall
This isn't a shade song, no I still love you
Pain in my chest doesn't put me above you
And I know what you feel
What you're feeling's true
But my head is heavy
Sleep's overdue
You seem content with just leaving
So my verses I keep deleting
Though I understand your reason
I just hope you're in my next season
Uh

And so we go our separate ways
Still think about you all the time
Wonder if I could make a change?
But you can't look me in my face
Tears I cried written out in pen
I think I need a bit of space

Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh
And so we go our separate ways
Still think about you all the time
Wonder if I could make a change?
But you can't look me in my face
Tears I cried written out in pen
I think I need a bit of space