NORMAL

Another birthday
And I know you forgot
I found it hard to give a fuck
Because my stomach’s in knots
They told me life would just get easier, I swear that it’s not
What do I got?
I just want to turn my mind off
Settle down in a casket
Case so basket
Smoking loud packs
Just to mask my baggage
How you actin with the questions you asking is maddening
Like walking on a bad knee

You don’t like me
And I don’t like you
So don’t waste my time
And I won’t mind you
And we both so fake
Every day, grittin teeth
Just to say “I’m great”
Why can’t we
Stop and just try to be, try to be normal?
You want me cus you be, cus you be bored, tho
Arguing, how do we, how do we afford to
Try to keep, reviving love when it’s mortal?

Worried I’m back to fixing problems with a bottle
I need a drink, I overthink I think I’m Aristotle
Feel like my face is bleeding
I never see a ceiling
All words are losing meaning
Like I love you even
And I think I fell in love with a ghost
You were always cold to the touch
But still said “I love you most”
So did you change your mind?
Or did you lie?
I feel like you did every time
Are you alive?

You don’t like me
And I don’t like you
So don’t waste my time
And I won’t mind you
And we both so fake
Every day, grittin teeth
Just to say “I’m great”
Why can’t we
Stop and just try to be, try to be normal?
You want me cus you be, cus you be bored, tho
Arguing, how do we, how do we afford to
Try to keep, reviving love when it’s mortal?