DEATHWISH

Head could eat a bullet
Bet nobody would notice
I feel so unimportant
But it’s fucking hard to show it
And I can’t get out of bed
It’s like my legs are fuckin broken
I’m addicted to the work
But now the work is feeling hopeless
Isolate myself on purpose just to curve it
Hoping overdoing it with booze is what’s deserving of my time
I’d overdose inside the shower past the curtain
So nobody give me trouble bout mind and all my urges
I belong on medication, can’t take it
Cus it doesn’t mix with all the acid that I used to make me brainless
Only comfort in my life is getting faded
I haven’t seen my son in months, and you still tell me you know what my pain is
Motherfucker
Tell me I’m playing a victim
Fixing to take you to mine and bury you with them
Kicked in, all the liquor flowing through my system
It’s fin, movie hit the ending when the lights dim

I got a death wish
To get a mansion
Inked in reverse
Like Marilyn Manson
If life a sketchpad
I’ll burn my cansons
And I’ll s et the kerosene to all my other plans, yuh
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I don’t make acquaintances just enemies immediate
Neck tense, I’m medieval so I’m bleeding it
Family think the music I make is the creepiest
With hedonistic tendencies to make me leave a bitch
You think I’m a narcissist
I’ll expose your cartilage
Fashion you into a wastebasket
And then barf in it
You the one who started it
Stitches like a cardigan
Breaking bad your body into barrels
But it’s hard to fit
Hatred to escape only the fact I’m suicidal
Shaking like the brakes on my Toyota when it’s idle
Only 1 vial
Why i taste bile
Friends shout it was laced and then my brain’s out on the tile
Tunnel vision close in like I’m walking green mile
Meanwhile
People tell me they should fucking see a smile
Dreams wild
Feeling like my demons out on speed dial
Write a song, make a hook
Then select, delete file

I got a death wish
To get a mansion
Inked in reverse
Like Marilyn Manson
If life a sketchpad
I’ll burn my cansons
And set the kerosene to all my other plans, yuh
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