Nobody’s Fault

Chorus:

Nobody's fault but mine, nobody's fault but mine
And if I die and my soul get lost, it's nobody's fault but mine
Nobody's fault but mine, nobody's fault but mine
And if I die and my soul get lost, it's nobody's fault but mine

Verse 1:

Okay, here he go again steady complaining..
..about never getting the dues that them new dudes already obtaining
Blaming the system
Claiming the victim
Ain't it a bitch then
Came in this shit when..
..it became about the price and pay..
..and broke artistes keep their eyes on the prize and pray
Praise don't cure what the money and the nice things may..
..so I'm contemplating doing this the Ice prince way
A couple of sing songs
Wanna be rappity rapping a talking machine gun
Slapping the crap out of the ring tone..
..rappers is something that I day-dreamed about..
..but I been wrong
I realised I can make it if my team strong..
..and it's okay if you're squeezing what you're getting cream from
Mad at the fans when there's nobody to lean on
They were surpised by the coming of the supreme one
Not ready for the birth of the new kid, like teen moms
Never had a team once..
..but I been using schemes..
..to move. It seems..
..like i'm losing steam until my self-esteem's gone

Chorus:

Nobody's fault but mine, nobody's fault but mine
And if I die and my soul get lost, it's nobody's fault but mine
Nobody's fault but mine, nobody's fault but mine
And if I die and my soul get lost, it's nobody's fault but mine

Verse 2:

It's getting real personal now
The type of stories I haven't told in a verse in a while
I could spit this verse in the wild..
..and let my fellow beasts know every serpent is foul
Slippery snake toyed with my career under the guise of a label. Sometimes a grown person's a child
Was it worth it? verbally abused
Sacrifice like something for the herbalist to use
Eye service from the people never serving him the truth
Thought I was gonna be the first one to go mainstream and stay dope. Time was perfect for the new
Sanctum had me crossing over, Kyrie Irving with the moves
Meant business but the tie that I was wearing was a noose
Aboriginal signed me, I thought it was fate
Felt I was about get some good luck, it was faith
Believed that they had the midas touch. What a mistake
Dream sold in a gold package but it was fake
Regret regret
Praying Jehovah doesn't neglect him yet
Went on my knees and i begged for death..
..like it was..

Chorus:

Nobody's fault but mine, nobody's fault but mine
And if I die and my soul get lost, it's nobody's fault but mine
Nobody's fault but mine, nobody's fault but mine
And if I die and my soul get lost, it's nobody's fault but mine

Verse 3:

2015, I was suicidal
Feeling smaller than the monster you sized up
Rap vets heave a sigh of relief. No danger of a new rival..
.. and they too tied up..
.. attaching themselves to new cool kids..
..as long as they don't see you as a threat
As long as you ain't coming to put a foot on their neck
As long as affiliation translates into a check
I hope Ycee seeing the snakes
I hope Dremo don't let em through the gate
I hope bella blows up, curves em all and gives it to em straight
I hope I still got time to put food on my plate

Fuck it i'll rap over the hook. I need you to hear me
I'm broke, it will take a hell of a fee to repair me
I never had a team, never had finance
Never had a steady studio or engineer to execute my plans
You hear me and you say man, that's a weapon spitting..
.. but I'm doing twice the work just for half the recognition
Exhibition has been real
Time to move on. I know you gonna say it's...

Chorus:

Nobody's fault but mine, nobody's fault but mine
And if I die and my soul get lost, it's nobody's fault but mine