Nine

[Intro]
(I just swallowed this one bruh, I just swallowed this one bruh
It's nasty)
In this house that's not a home, it's my hell
If you're so smart then why do you need my help?
We're not one the same, it took you long enough to figure out
But still, you remain my lifeline

[Chorus]
Yeah, grr, and I said I'm cold in the heart, uh
She said she ain't scared of the dark, uh
I hit two-twenty at night on the 401
Gripping her thigh in the car, uh
We get too close in the back seat, I need some time to myself, uh
I'm getting scared, I'm becoming dependent on you
If you leave, I don't got no one else, ah
I pour up potion, I'm stuck, yeah, I'm frozen
I pop me this pill and replenish my health
Life get too crazy, I need me a break
So I bust up these drugs and I do 'em myself
I feel ashamed, getting high at this rate, at this point
When I'm geeked, no one I know could tell
I been so talkative during this function
But I'm barely here so they talk to my shell, uh

[Bridge]
December lights reveal me in this white snow
And peel me and wear my skin if you get cold
Why when we die, it's different from animals?
Just use my body to warm you up while you get close

[Verse]
Huh, I met this bitch from Chicago
She taught me some lessons I never would need, okay
Yeah, I was fucking, but she wasn't loving on me
She was getting her nut this way, now I put a pill in this soda
I need me a guard when I'm grinding my teeth, okay
I was a junkie and broke, now I stack up my money
But still, it's no sober days
Everybody holds pain, deep in this sonder, I swear I relate, uh
All this love for you fades
What will you think of the time you wasted now?
Truthfully I'm okay, but it's the truth for me and not they
Deep inside of my brain, I wonder if I've become what I hate, yuh
Taste what I've made for us two after going out late
All these drugs we abused make me scared of my fate
I'm too deep to be saved, I'm too drunk to be shamed
Some random fucked me and I pretended that they had your f—

[Chorus]
I said I'm cold in the heart, uh
She said she ain't scared of the dark, uh
I hit two-twenty at night on the 401
Gripping her thigh in the car, uh
We get too close in the back seat, I need some time to myself, uh
I'm getting scared, I'm becoming dependent on you
If you leave, I don't got no one else
I pour up potion, I'm stuck, yeah, I'm frozen
I pop me this pill and replenish my health
Life get too crazy, I need me a break
So I bust up these drugs and I do 'em myself
I feel ashamed, getting high at this rate at this point
When I'm geeked, no one I know could tell
I been so talkative during this function
But I'm barely here, still they talk to my shell
(I said I'm cold in the heart, uh
She said she ain't scared of the dark, uh
I hit two-twenty at night on the 401
Gripping her thigh in the car, uh
We get too close in the back seat, I need some time to myself, uh
We getting too close in the back seat)