Eleven

[Intro]
Everything you know, at least everything you thought
She's yelling through the phone like she's tryna reach God
I am not the one that is capable of saving you
This bottle inside my hand let me know I'm okay
Tell me I'll live a short life, so I sit here and wait
On the east side, I succumb to my fate
Some days, I feel like I'm not worth this impact I've made
The worst day of your life for some is a regular day

[Chorus]
Girl, to see you this way, it's breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide, but I'm lost in the dark
And I know you're at homе and I know I'm still away
But if you just hold on, I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself out this sunkеn place
I know I got to (Yuh) be strong, but my tears hold weight
So my heart Teflon and my vice in my veins
And if the pain's not gone, I'll just wipe it from my face

[Verse]
Even though we all die, I'm okay with dying young
As long as my words get heard and my stance stay strong
'Cause, baby, the last thing I'd do is try and hurt someone
But we've all been there and it feels so wrong
With this winter approaching, I been heavy in my heart
'Cause I could feel me dying as I type this song
And I've been focused on trying to focus more on love
But the night comes faster and I miss the sun
Scraps of my body in the body bag
He was so loved by everyone but him
'Cause they don't know me for my character
And, oh my God, you're a monster
If this was what they wanted, well, I will deliver, no doubt
This turmoil I face, I convert to word of mouth
Walk through the night and my shadow my only friend
But I been seeing figures by my bed just like him

[Chorus]
Girl, to see you this way, it's breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide, but I'm lost in the dark
And I know you're at home and I know I'm still away
But if you just hold on, I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself out this sunken place
I know I got to be strong, but my tears hold weight
So my heart Teflon and my vice in my veins
And if the pain's not gone, I'll just wipe it from my face