Nick Kwas Christmas Party

[Verse: Cameron Boucher]
I spend a lot of time above water
In fact, I spend most of my time in my room
Lately, that's made me wonder
If I've given up on trying to be someone new
'Cause I don't like who I see
Each morning when I look in the mirror
In fact, it's the only thing I fear
That I'm empty inside these bones and
I'm not scared of ghosts
I embrace them all as friends
'Cause one day I'll be dead
And they will know my name
So I've been counting down my life
Existing in hours
To see what I have left

[Chorus: Cameron Boucher]
And if I see twenty-five, I'll be surprised
And if I see thirty-two, I'll take every letter I wrote to you
And bury them alive, bury them alive
And if I see forty-four
Well I haven't thought that far

[Instrumental Outro]