Blonde Hair, Black Lungs

[Verse 1: Cameron Boucher]
When you told me you were leaving
Well, I couldn't feel my mouth
'Cause all I'll ever be is someone else
As I watched you walk away
I felt something in me change
My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away

[Chorus: Cameron Boucher]
So I drove home at a hundred miles an hour
Just to see what it feels like to fly
And I crashed my car into someone else's backyard
Just to see what it feels like to die

[Verse 2: Cameron Boucher]
When you told me that you missed me
Well, I couldn't close my eyes
'Cause I realized what it felt like to die
'Cause all you'll ever be
Is a nightmare and a wet dream
A reason to smile from six feet underground

[Chorus: Cameron Boucher]
So I drove home at a hundred miles an hour
Just to see what it feels like to die
And I crashed my car into someone else's backyard
Just to see what it feels like to die

[Bridge: Cameron Boucher]
So bathe me in pale flesh
Promise that I'll never be good again
And I hope you miss me when I'm gone
'Cause I can't hold on for too long
And I'm so scared of dying alone
That I'll kill myself right here, right now

[Refrain: Cameron Boucher]
And I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die
And I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die
And I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die
And I'll die, and I'll die, and I'll die