NeverdidIthink

Guess I'll give it a pass for this one time
It's because I am nice but I am not blind
To all of the emotions that I'm going through
I feel like I am gonna have a break up in my mind
Who knew from the talkative few
That one of us was gonna grow up sad
I don't want to have to deal with the formality
Of hushing the insanity that festers in the crevices
And snaps then I go mad
Sometimes I feel like dying sometimes I feel like crying
But I guess I'll pick the latter of the two
Better yet I guess I'll vent what I'm going through
It'll all be over soon
I'll never leave my fucking room
And if you ever try to get me out
I'll take a hammer to your worldview
Matter of fact I've got an issue
With the tiny little bit of commitment
That you would give me only when it's convenient for you

And I never quite understood
What you meant when you said you were leaving
I never believed you and now that you're gone
I'm so sad and I'm not quite sure what to do with my self