Never Thought

[Verse 1]
Never thought I'd end up here
Stuck between ecstasy and fear
Living in my aunt's apartment
Eating leftovers, leaving at 3 pm
Always thought I'd be a star
Or know how to drive a goddamn car
Brand new kitchen for my mom
Lots of cats, a couple dogs

[Verse 2]
I always thought I'd have more friends
Or at least know I'm liked by them
But they don't call me all that much
And I'm too bummed to hit them up
I never thought I'd leave this place
The city that I thought was made for me and what I wanted
But what I wanted isn't what I've got
The homeless men insidе my head say
"Fuck! At least you've got a bеd"
Never thought that I could fall
Guess I never really thought at all

[Verse 3]
Sick of doing shit and not getting paid for it
Sick of being told, "You just gotta wait for it"
What am I waiting for?
Just getting old and getting bored of
Waiting for cars to make a turn
When I've got the right of way I've earned
Standing on this filthy street in the rain
Not something I should have to explain