​​never ending

Through the night
In my eyelids
Goodbyes never wanted
I'm alright, glad I said it
And I know I won't regret it

It's blatant
But it always comes down to a point
I can't ignore all the noise
Feel like I don't have a choice
I can't escape it, this I cannot avoid

Inside out
I just gotta go now, lights out
I'm a loner
Step out, face hell
Notice
I fall right back to the start now

Think I'm lookin' past it
I put up these walls
And there ain't never gettin' past 'em
Had my dreams right in front but couldn't catch 'em
For a second really thought that I could have 'em

Lay it down
Is it too much
Gotta figure out
I don't want a crutch, I don't want the doubt
Staying on my feet feeling differеnt now

Yeah, I'm not pretending
Spеnt a lot of time thinking that it's never ending
It's alright, I'm still working on changing
While my thoughts non-stop
Keep straining