​​landmines

Pull my ankles down
It's just what they do to me
Can't help but always drown
It's not sensitivity
No, nothing like it sounds
Is it true dichotomy
The way I go without

Landmines
That I'm steppin' over
I can scrape the surface
Now but I'll still turn my shoulder
Don't care about the closure
I'll just cut you out
Like I did
Ten times fuckin' over
Trust me I'll just go first

It's landmines
Every night
I can't see past
All the red lights
Suicide
On my mind
Got no second tries
Stuck inside
Got me beggin'
Like why can't I cry
I'm so sick of all the lies

I can't stop the doubt
Why'd you look away from me
I needed you around
I just keep on saying things
That send me further down
Why'd I nеver care to think
About it, threw it out

Staring at thе back door
Can you please just
Tell me what you're
Looking for
I see no way out
With this impending force
Every day I knew it
Always was a chore