Nerves

I don’t think you understand
How much that it hurts me
Guess you’re still with them that’s cool
But don’t mention them to me

You know how bad they hurt me
And it makes me so weak on the knees
I don’t care about the shit they do
So keep those things to you

Everything that they do at this point
Makes me really wanna hurt my joints
And seeing you forget about it all
Makes me think, “did I make the right choice at all?”

Why do you think that I still care
About the one who you knew that I don’t like to be there
Made me go through all these phases
And here you are, saying their name

It’s not even like you care
I feel like your missing the point
When will there be a day
Where he just, goes away?

I see you laughing with them
My nerves think that it’s betrayal
Trying to forget all these thoughts
Because we are better together so much

I know you wouldn’t do that
And I know that you are my best friend
Come on, I wouldn’t be angry at you
I just feel so misunderstood

It’s just so unnerving seeing you
Talk to the one that I hate most
And I don’t know how to feel
I just don’t even know if this is even real

Why do you think that I still care
About the one who you knew that I don’t like to be there
Made me go through all these phases
And here you are, saying their name

It’s not even like you care
I feel like your missing the point
When will there be a day
Where he just, goes away?

Please understand that I’m not mad
Seeing you happy makes me so glad
I don’t want to hurt anyone
But right now, I’m just getting the thoughts out

I wouldn’t want to say the wrong thing
And if I did, I’d be hurting so much
And I don’t want to make things hard
For me and you, I wanna do this the right way

I’m sorry if I made you feel some type of way
I just want to let you know that everything is okay
I just feel like I need to calm down
But in the end I’ll figure it out myself

Try to make the best impression
And try to make myself understand it
But hopefully I feel like we’re cool
And hopefully I don’t feel like a fool